Call me emo, but 'When a GIRL'...

When a GIRL is quiet
Millions of things are running thourgh her mind

When a GIRL is not arguing
She is thinking deeply

When a GIRL looks at you with eyes full of questions
She is wondering how long you will be around

When a GIRL stares at you
She is wondering why you are lying

When a GIRL lays on your chest
She is wishing for you to be hers forever

When a GIRL says I love you,
She means it

When a GIRL says that she can't live without you
She has made up her mind that you areher future

When a GIRL says "i miss you"
No one in this world can miss you more than that

What it means..

Kiss on lips = I love you
Kiss on nose = Your special
Kiss on ear = I adore you
Kiss on shoulder = Your mine
Kiss on cheek = Friendship
Kiss on fore head = Comfort
Kiss anywhere else = Be careful
Smiling at each other = I like you
Staring= Your pretty or cute
Holding hands = Happiness
Hugs = They care
Arm around the waist = I need you
Squeeze on hand = Don't Leave
Tear drop = I'm losing you
Crying = I lost you

July 4, 2008

So i started school a few days ago.. and right now its going pretty good. And as i hoped there are cute girls. But i think its pointless. They are too young.. and i am too immature.. and if they aren't young, they live FAR away, i don't know if i can deal with that.
But anyways yesterday i got my Alumor Metal case for my PSP and DJ Max 2. AWESOME game.
And i think it was on Wed. I wrote this note here. an entry. And well it didn't go soo well. I mean like writing it went perfectly.. but when i tried to copy it.. It dissapeared. Which kinda pissed me off.. So i thought to myself and i should just tell her to her face.. i told her that i didn't want to be as close as friends as we are now.. because im hurting so much hanging on to her. Id rather be like Chris and her..
I don't want to be in love with her any more.. and we agreed we'd talk less.. which has been happening.. but not as intended. We were only supposed to talk on Mon, Wed, and Fri.
But right now its everyday.. but thats my fault because i wanted to talk to her.. and i needed help with my Bio homework. Which went well. I got a 14/17 and i saw other peoples marks and i got higher than them.
I'm kinda sick of working.. i could be doing my homework.. T_T I have so much. Hopefully i get time to finish it.