Love. . .

.. something everyone goes through at least once in their life. But it comes with a price. Because if you go through it once.. There is ALWAYS a chance your going to go through it more.. This price.. Heart break. No one likes it, everyone wishes it would never happen. But throughout your first love, theres doubt, jealousy, anger, etc etc, but all of that which has downs.. Also has ups. Like.. your first kiss, your first date, that when holding that person, thats where you wanted to be.. Forever. Thats the key word. Forever. You always thought it was.. the first time you fell in love. Maybe sometimes .. on that RARE occation there will be only one love for that one life. Initially when that first break-up, heart break, whatever you want to call it, happens, Your heart hurts, it wants someone else, or that same person, or.. Just to be alone and miserable because you realize it'll just happen again. Nothing can stop that feeling and you have to do something about it. Usually its trying to get rid of that first.. and to find a second.. to help you heal. Now because relationships are NOTHING like those fairy tale books, our lives don't live to that ' happily ever after ' But we'd like to think so. To get away from this 'reality' we have, To do our best to get our minds off the bad, and think of the good. I'm sure most of us have been through it. Some read, some go for a run, drown yourself in music, cook maybe, or play an instrument.But what you should never.. NEVER do is pity yourself, and make people pity you. I've learn that the hard way. But you see, you'll never escape this reality, only because you should know that it'll always be a part of you, That first, will always have a piece of your heart, and memories will always come back, even if you didn't want them to. You try to piece together all your problems, but you'll never find that last piece, or maybe its even the first piece. Because No matter how hard you look, nothing will ever be resolved.