looks like it

she was that person i was hoping for..

that person i've been thinking about this whole time.

no hopes.. *knocks on wood* but i hope she can be that kind of friend for me.. as i can be for her.

this girl.. we've 'dated' before.. and it didnt end well

oh Kimberly Klotz.

i wish

i wish i wish i wish

i wish i could've blogged all the way through this trip

there was so much to say.. but now i can barely remember it all...

stupid phone doesnt work.. and if it did .. i'd be spending so much money for 'roaming' GAH.

Still sick

sick of how you talk, how you respond, how you are you.

yet i still just keep it in.

because thats what friends do?

so yeah..

i do have to admit..

when i am around you im more happy than i usually would be

its hard to say though.. because parts of me know i shouldnt feel like that. like this..

but it cant be helped can it...

knowing that i can be your acception (that is.. only if you werent lying or bending the truth, or keeping what we both know and that he does away from him)

like i said before.. a long time ago .. : Being a 10 in someone elses eyes while they're are 10 in yours just feels good.

and now that shes recently single.. i cant help but have feelings.

but it sucks.. cause im not 'hot' like that guy she was with the other night..

maybe im truly only meant to be her friend.